Wednesday, January 31, 2007
wonka's KRYSTALS 'n' kream

THANX CRYSTAL!! crystal was so nice.. she bought me the wonka's chocolate.. KRYSTALS 'n' kream! haha! "very nice, high 5~"*

Yeah, so i went around showing every1 the chocolate wrapper.. I went to office today to settle the contract thing.. then i showed my colleagues also.. lol.. saying that a friend of mine saw it n bought for me..

Wootx. THANX CRYSTAL!!!! =)

n sam, i'm not fat, neither am i ba ba.. neither do i have an extra layer... argh...
n krystal held that u r guilty for saying tt word. Consider yourself unlucky that it slipped out of your mouth at tt time. =)

じゃあ。

*Borat's line.

Monday, January 29, 2007
lyrics of X JAPAN - Tears

this is what the english part is singing. LoL.
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Loneliness, your silent whisper
Fills a river of tears through the night
Memory, you never let me cry
and you, you never said good-bye

Sometimes our tears blinded the love
We lost our dreams along the way
But I never thought
you'd trade your soul to the fates,
never thought you'd leave me alone

Time through the rain has set me free
Sands of time will keep your memory
Love everlasting fades away
Alive within your beatless heart

Dry your tears with love.
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I'm depressed n sad. Mayb coz i useless, stupid or what.. tt's y no1 want to choose me for apt. better not tell my dad ba, later he thinks tt way too. heh. must be coz results no good.. tt's all he will say i guess. i dunno.

tt day go job training.. every1 got mentor except me. my mentor suay suay tt time busy. pple mentor teach them, i have to ownself read the script. lucky my bro taught me the night b4. or else i'll be so damn lost. no1 wants me for all areas in life. mayb tt nightmare will come true some day.

i feel like shit. period.
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congrats, my mum just told my dad abt it. he said..
Dad: I heard u nv get the attachment yet ah..
Me: Ya..
Dad: They got say y anot..?
Me: Hern ying called.. they say so far haven't found a slot for us.. but we will get ours sooner or later..
Dad: izzit? or izzit coz... erm.. those with better results 1 get first izzit..?
Me: I dunno. Should be random ba.

C~ i know my dad so well. It's not abt whether sooner or later will get it. It's the answering of "y i dun get my APT like the rest" n "y i dun get into the big 4 like others". Y? Coz i'm not born lucky, tt's y. My mum also quite unhappy abt it, she ask if she can call sch n ask y they do it so slowly. My mum knows i'm depressed, tt's y she's concerned. My dad isn't. I guess. At least i dun c the concern from the way he asks his qns.

Some1 lend me a shoulder to cry on?

Sunday, January 28, 2007
some pple r just luckier than others.

every1 is equal, but some r more equal than other.. i think it's from animals farm? haha.

anyway, congrats to steph for getting into PWC for her attachment. おめでと. =)

which leads me to wonder.. will i get to go attachment? n where will i be going? some wu lu company? oh well, only God knows n he sure knows what's best for me.. so no matter where i go, it's all for my best. =)

i was in the car going home after japanese class when i received her sms just now. so i told my dad. n what he said? "must b coz your results not as good as hers la! or izzit must sign up?" then i say "dun need to sign up la.." then he said "how u know? mayb she sign up then nv tell u leh?" ... now i know y i always think pple r evil n selfish. n i know y i, myself, am selfish. coz i'm brought up tt way. just like my dad tells me "men marry for sex, women marry for love". tt's y i think guys r useless bastards. =) (NOTE: SAM, IT'S GUYS, NOT お姉ちゃん (oneechan(oneesan), means elder sister in japanese))

enjoy the song if u haven't, pple. it's nice. some part of it is in english, provided u can make out what the vocalist is singing. haha. i can, i dunno abt u.

i wanna work on first n second day of CNY. i went for training yesterday. pls, the job is so easy. just have to be polite n know some soccer rules. i earned $22 for training yesterday. LoL. just sit there n listen also got $. when there r matches, u will be busy, but most of the time u will just sit there n watch the tv. n get paid $8/hr. wEee~ for 1st day of CNY, the rate is $20/hr + a $28 ang pao from the company. 2nd day is $16/hr + ($28 ang pao - provided u did not work on the first day). 3rd day is.. $12/hr, but no ang pao. N since i only got 2 aunties to visit, i'm planning to work on 1st n 2nd day.. to work towards my goal of earning enough money to go japan for a holiday using my own $.. n mayb earning enough $ for adidas jacket/emily pants. so pple, what's your opinion?

じゃあ。

Friday, January 26, 2007
blaw project

i had lots of fun today during blaw, esp when i laughed at the ojiichan. LoL. =X

じゃあ。

Thursday, January 25, 2007
lesson learnt

just now, my mum said tt her colleagues said tt the butterfly necklace which i gave her on her bdae was nice. so i was asking her..
Me: Y dun u wear the other 1..?
Mum: I dun really like the other 1..
Me: Oh, the other 1 is for u to wear to dinner mah.. more elegant.. crystal says the other 1 more elegant.. i also tot u will prefer the butterfly, then crystal say the other 1 can wear to dinner or what de.. the more elegant.. so i bought 2 lor..
Mum: Dun teach me how to dress. Last time say my coporate clothes aunty. now borrow from me for presentation.

oh pls, i'm hurt. thanx for tt last sentence. it's a lesson learnt. n i nv once said your formal wear was aunty. the most i say aunty also your normal clothes only. the person who always critisize your dressing is the house dog, not me.

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Lei Rong Ming, our manager, say he gonna make the 5 of us (me, eve, hy, steph n crys) more 红 than S.H.E.. LoL. Sharon is our make up artiste. Yeah. Manager say tml got press conference.. must wear formal.. LoL. This is freaking lame. But funny.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007
LIB?

this entry is dedicated to dearest Love is Blind (LIB). Call me crazy. =)

Love is Blind
Balance Sheet
As at 25 January 2007

Assets
Non Current Assets
Fixed Assets
Family
Less: Accumulated Depreciation
Dog
Less: Accumulated Depreciation
Boyfriend
Less: Accumulated Depreciation

Current Assets
Cash at Bank
Debtors - Classmates ($ for Notes)
Total Assets

Equity & Liabilities
Current Liabilities
Creditors - Music School (Salary)

Equity
Capital
Drawings
Total Equity & Liabilities
The annex notes form an integral part of the financial statements.

1. Background
LIB was incorporated on 25 January 1988. The main office is at 3_, K___ G___. The year ended for the company is 10 December. The financial statements were authorized for issue on 1 April [April Fools Day].

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12. Event After Balance Sheet Date
Non-adjusting event: Hern Ying was certified "blind" since 15 December 2006.
(It is an non-adjusting event as there were no signs of her turning "blind" b4 the date stated.)
These notes form an integral part of the financial statements.

The financial statements have been audited. The 'Audit Company' are people from ex TA29.

This is my self-made bdae present to LIB. Gomen, i'm broke. LOL. Disturbing u makes my day a better 1~ LOL. =X
ジェシカちゃん！　誕生日おめでとう！

Tuesday, January 23, 2007
WELCOME!

Some1 got knocked down by the MRT at eunos today.. so sad.

Exams r coming. y am i still slacking? LoL.

I made this blog coz crystal complains tt she can't tag my blog. LoL.

じゃあ。

To guys: If u love her, don't make her cry.
how i wish i could stop her tears. it breaks my heart seeing/hearing her cry. i've nv seen/heard my mum cry so hard b4, the last time she did was at my grandma's funeral.